Life Updates + Reflection

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Warning: SPOILERS!  Just some thoughts after watching the 2nd season, then stuff about life.

Guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuys!
Just finished watching Owari no Seraph 2nd season. ;w;
Guren-san.  Why were you so mean towards Yuu? (I know, it was the demon inside him)
But-but-but! Why is he with the Hiragis? ;o; Whyyyy?
You changed Shinyia? Did you? For real? Noooo! ;w; Let me ship you!  Being in the other team won't make my dreams come true! (?)
And the ending... xD Baka-Yuu.
Awww~ I want to watch more chapters, I want moooore!

-End of spoilers -

I should read the manga, but right now, I have some other anime series I want to watch.
For example: Yuri!!! on Ice, Diabolik Lovers season 2, Matantei Loki Ragnarok and the last chapter of Watashi ga Motete Dosunda. (Fujoshi power! :XD: )
Currently reading Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou and waiting for Akatsuki no Yona season 2.
Yes, Fira is consuming so much anime right now because she needs it to improve her drawing skills, :v which are improving also thanks to defeating some inner demons taht have lived for a long, loong time inside my head.
Boy, I could see myself drawing again and being prideful about it, like when I was a child. I'm starting to dream big again, but more importantly, to love myself as well.

It's weird. It's as if confidence increased as my artistic skills improve. I have this "I'm on the right way" sort of feeling.
Have you ever felt that way before? If so, how has it been?
I've been artistically stricken lately, and starting to wonder if this is the beginning of a great, wonderful story. Just thinking about it gets me all excited and willful to keep on going!

I believe that art and love are related. Love allows you to appreciate things as they are, and art is a way to show affection / or hate towards such objects; it's a way to show respect for things as they are.
Since objects/things have a specific shape or form, reflecting them artistically as lines, words, moves or notes is a way to bring them to life as they are, no matter the later use they are given. They require to be in our canvas, in the nonexistant world we are about to color and fill of life as artists, in order to create and feel satisfied with ourselves.
We are the link between the existent and the nonexistent. We are creators. We can bring to life a new world through emotions in various ways.
We might be called "useless" because we don't know how some things work (machines, objects, society), but our very imagination can make work the unthinkable: a subtle connection between what we have, and what we have not.
Imagination is like a river that crosses all of the things and concepts we already know, a flow that works with our logic, and re-connects them at some point, making them easier or even more functional. It allows us to improve what we already have.
At first, we are like unpolished diamonds: we all have a gift, but we feel like getting some tools to be polished; yet we are to realize, that the true -and hardest- diamonds are not but the ones that got more tools to get polished, but rather the ones whose gift was used in order to polish themselves.
We can even classify them as hard and not so-hard gemstones, polished with time, with rough or hard experiences, respectively. There IS a difference, and we can see it in all people.
In the end, we get to polish ourselves to become diamonds whose level of hardness varies according to each person experiences.

I'm still polishing myself.
Keep polishing yourselves as well, guys.
- Fira out.
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clio-mokona's avatar
So funny, I ship GurenYu (just as a romantic ship nothinh illegal xD), I don't think Guren is cruel with him, is just that Guren has his own demons.
I also want to read the manga but... is better to wait, maybe we can get a third season.
YOI is the best!!! Watashi ga Motete Dosunda disappointed me u.u I would have preferred that they animated another Junko sensei's work like Konbini kun or something.
A recommedantion: Magic-Kyun! Renaissance.
I'm feel so happy for you. And please, still watch anime, I need to know I not the only one who consumes a lot of anime xD

I feel so inspire now.  (sorry about my grammar, write is not my thing)